16.1.10

what are you looking at?

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I explained to him that the reason I have a mirror placed on the wall directly behind my computer is because I enjoy looking at myself. Though it comes off as completely conceited and shallow, my intentions were otherwise. I am on a constant quest to understand what I look like, as I've always been frustrated with the inability to see oneself the way anyone else does. So, that's what I look like is the only reaction I ever seem to have as I stare back at myself in photographs. It's as though I have no idea who I am. These are the revelations I have at work.

I think I might look completely different if I didn't have a freckle in my right eye.

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Today's big life question:
What's lonelier? Being partially single, or completely alone?

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